Looking for the heartbreak

Looking for the heartbreak
But finding common sense
Seeing how pieces fall
Restructuring past tense

Unable to reason
Learning to shake the mood
All happy lights are green
It's pointless then to brood

Ending wishing it had

Ending wishing it had
No beginning, no start
Present stagnation leaves
A block of time, no heart

To raise my hands up and
Pull the dark clouds apart
In the light blue of grace
Find my own star to chart

Asking myself for Truth

Asking myself for Truth
Actions far from the root
Digging deep in darkness
To become self-astute

Looking to understand
To feel as others do
To open up my World
To all and not the few

Making the coarse smooth

Making the coarse smoother
In this effort to glide
A waxed wing, the white swan
Or the slow waltzing bride

Wanting the course smoother
Paving less traveled roads
Building a lighthouse for
Face recognition crows

Enough enough enough

Enough enough enough
Always the same old stuff
Becoming rough and tough
Fighting back and grinning

Must dance before the dirge
Press on and find the urge
Before the final purge
And the world keeps spinning

And so the letting go

And so the letting go
Irretrievable past
The child like melting snow
Years that happened too fast

Loved ones who didn't love
And those that did and went
Losing the nothingness
Tall stem but flowers spent

This hesitating Life

This hesitating Life
Is finding a strong push
Self-acceleration
Like a riptide, a whoosh

Momentum to reach flight
A greater perspective
Able to assess course
For the best objective